Thursday, March 12, 2009

To my loving muthassan...

I wish to write a post about my grandfather whom I call 'muthassan'.
His name is Kadambat Sankran Nair...
He is 84 now, and it seems, that I am going to miss him in the near future.

I am really searching for words..
I don't know where to start..
My eyes are getting wet..

The thought of parting with those people whom I dearly love , has been haunting me right from my childhood days..
Now it seems that I am going to face it..
I know that it's inevitable, but still I wish ,
may be one more year..

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I want freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The situation is really pathetic. I haven't started studying for tomorrow's exam.Have been watching Shewags brilliant record breaking
hundred. Hats off to him!!

Tomorrow's subject is mobile computing.
It is an elective which I choose with a lot of interest.
But everything is gone now.Truly ,I am going to get screwed.
Thats is sure..


I always knew that GPA is highly immaterial as I do not plan to go for any higher studies(Unless and until I do not end up in a job) .But still the thought refuses to get into the subconscious. Devoting a major portion of your time, to something which you are not really passionate about, will always be unproductive.It's hell !!!!

One and half years remaining as a student. 9 more series of exams. I am extremely bored and disappointed.
Desperate to get out of this cage.Now has to develop a strategy ...So here I goes..

I am not at all satisfied by my student life..In the sense that many key skills which should have been developed by this time is lacking in me.
So my first priority will be to develop those skills.After all I am going to be an entrepreneur..:)

With regard to the exams....
If I feel like studying, I will study. Else, I wont.
I wont let worries about the future to interfere here..
I wont even think about the results..I am going to take it as it comes..
If I am going to fail, I am gonna accept it..But I wont be studying the things which I really hate..
Never ever , not even once I will let myself to regret about the bad results...

Again wishing myself Gudluck..

Signing off
RK

Monday, March 9, 2009

Its again the exam time....

I simply cant write any more exams. Could someone help me out?

I have GPA of 8.3. I wish to have an 8 while I step out from the college.So I can afford to have one bad sem. But not more than that.

I am enjoying the last one and half years of my student life by bunking almost all the classes that I can.And as a result, I have completely no ideas about the topics that are being taken in the class.

Mean while , the Ragam is fast approaching. To my surprise , I have been made the head of one of the committees..So enough things to eat the brain...This is the last Ragam for which I could work for. Next year, I will have to look at it ,as a mere spectator. Truly, the days of Ragam are one of the most cherished periods of my life. First Shan, then Karthik and this year its going to be Shankar Mahadevan along with Benni Dayal and Breathe , the band from UK. So this edition of Ragam promises much more than the previous ones. We are expecting somewhere around 3000 external participants. So be there , to watch out this cultural extravaganza.......

Signing off
RK

Monday, March 2, 2009

Dreaming to do SoC.......

Its again the summer and as usual the SummerofCode by google is about to start..
I wish , I could obtain one project. There are many reasons for it ..Primarily, i will be free during May , June and July and there is nothing to "eat my brain" during the period. More than that , the excitement of doing some real stuff is what
pushes the adrenalin. But , it seems that a lot of home work is required to apply for the project.And unfortunately the month ahead is supposed to be the busiest of my college life..To find time in between , is something really challenging..Wishing myself
Good Luck,

Signing Off
RK